I often wonder if my wife had never met me she would still be alive. 

She would have never had the money to drink herself to death. 

39 is too young for anyone to die of alcohol abuse, but it happened and now she has gone. 

She had many warnings but she would always relapse. 

It was a miserable time for my daughter just 11 years old. She is 13 at the end of the month and on Friday she will have completed her first year in an English school after I flew her 6000 miles to be with me. 

We will go back to Thailand - just a matter of when.